Hey There!

Hey guys! My name is Ana and I've been overweight most of my life. As someone who's been through real bulkying and verbal and physical abuse due to my weight, I am in a position where I can claim the right to contradict and reject leftist enabeling crappy politicisms based on a bunch of unscientific crap. Fat Acceptance movements hurts us more than it helps. Even if I suffer social and professional hardships due to my obesity, I don't accept the notion that society has to adapt to my specificities, rather if I can help it, I'll get healthier.  Yes discrimination is wrong but it stems from visceral instinct to reject unhealthy mates. Hence the social rejection and idea of ineptitude to work. Obesity is strongly correlated with lack of health and stamina.
I struggle daily with my weight. I'm now 42+ BMI even though I have a high percentage of muscle mass and quite a lot fluid retention. I've lost quite a lot of weight before but the death of 3 of mybgrandparents and loosing the friendship of the man I love ruined my efforts and no matter how healthy lifestyle and how much I exercised, In gained it back. Also gained a lot more from useless medications that failed to help me forget him. It was love after all. Still...I am still hurting  and my weight is still alarmingly higher than my average weight before the heartbreak, I'm happy however to have naturally lost about 20kgs since I ceased (following doctor guidelines) my medication. Seem to have plateaued, but seen as I didn't make any lifestyle changes I am not bothered by the lack of progress. I seem to have some extent of hormonal imbalances that are being examined by an endocrinologist. So yeah ... Not easy. To lose any noticeable amount of fat I need to eat more and workout 6x harder and longer than most people.